Thursday, 23 October 2008

The Real One

You are unique just like everyone else. But to find that uniqueness is what I have been doing since a long time. It was me in the group of friends who never did anything off-beat. Even if I did I was not perfect,there are many others who are better than me like in dance ,swimming, music, sports, or even studies. Nothing was my forte, I was jack of all treads, master of none.

Being jack of all treads was special in its own way at least I knew something (something is better than nothing). But I was not satisfied. I was not unique. Even after watching the movie "Taare Zameen Par" I felt like "Bechaare Zameen Par."

I had and still have a habit of writing diary which contains everything about what goes on in my life, what I want, basically its a self-centered journal. Throughout that diary my soul is bared - my hurts, the frustrations and betrayals I had experienced. Every ounce of pain, longing and joy, every feeling of love and loss is right there in black and white. I have it all there, every little detail of who I am. I wrote about everything and everyone related to me.

I longed to know my uniqueness, something I could call a talent. My hunt for talent continued and there the "Law of Attraction" worked, I was asked from a friend of mine to write about her love life, She believed that I am good at English and I can write well. (Thanks a lot friend!)

I gathered every little detail about her love life and sat to write. That was my first attempt to write something which was not related to me in any way. My aim was to write it short and fulfilling. All my efforts on "Heaven to Hell" were appreciated and encouraged. There was something special in the fact that as a writer, I could be able to influence people, be able to get my voice out there, let the world know my thoughts opinions and dreams. It was beautiful, the way I could start with a blank sheet and just pour out my heart and soul and end up with this peice of me right there on a paper for world to see,maybe to understand me a little better. I guess I got my talent.

Its been only four months since I have started writing in a real way. I am an amateur, I still have a long way to go. I am 15 now and I don't know whether I will be the most famous author in my future, but in my own little circle.I am loved. To me, the few fans I have are good enough for me. They love my writing style and have gotten to know me through it.

5 comments:

  1. Everyone is endowed with some uniqueness, some realize it and they become successful, others are busy in etc and they lose.

    You are really fortunate that you have realized your passion so early.

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  2. It surely is one of your talent.
    but its the only one,you are yet to explore many of them.
    Rock on!!!

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  3. you are 15 and you discovered one of your talent which is something even i love to do..Self-discovery is a long process..so wishing you all the best..keep penning!

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  4. You are the only blogger of our school and seriously your English is awesome. Your style is unparallel. Your thinking is strikingly amazing. Your ideas are always off-beat.And the way you characterize yourself in every blog according to its need is just mind-blowing.The way you frame your words is very creative. I just wonder if being just 16 you can write this way what will happen when you will be double your age. You are a budding success story.I wish from all my heart that you achieve your dream of becoming a impactful writer. You are a great influence to all of us. keep it up!

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  5. wrds hav da power to heal nd to make cuts......

    for me u always heal nd 4m ma side u hav a bright future nd surely u gonna make a big fan club bcz i belive in u nd da 1 wth blue umbrella u knw whoom i m tlkin abt

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